Today I am good, it is my sister's birthday! Happy Birthday! I have had a good night's sleep, a good morning talk with my mom, and a wonderful start to the school day. I am happy. I am thankful. I am ready. I have been reading another blog about infertility from a Christian woman who is struggling as well and she is fabulous, wonderful blog. After reading her every morning, I feel refreshed. If anything, this trial, this path, this journey, will strengthen my faith. God is refining me, he is putting me in the fire, the hot coals, and cooking all the crap out.
Quite possibly creating a better me? Is that possible?
I realized today that going through infertility is a lot like any other struggle I have had to overcome. Luckily for me, my struggles have not been too terrible, just average, single girl, teacher, stuff. This too is just average, it seems like such a big all consuming issue, but I can handle it. I say this today, when I am on one of my "good" days. Ask me in about 20 more. Actually I really need you to ask in 20 more. To remind me that even though the bad days come and they come a lot, the good days come and come a lot too.